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zorais wrote:Crystal, I know it's hard to live with mood issues and want to extend my sympathies to your plight.

I don't " live " with it per say. Most epileptics have mood problems which are 100 % taken care of by the very same meds taken to control the seizures. When I met all of you I made it known I was epileptic but also was pregnant and could not take my meds, being off them ...was rough yes. I do not ever recall flooding her with tells on a daily basis...ever..there were a few times I sent a tell seeing as shes the leader that Id be logging for the night or w/e, if you ask me why I'm logging Via a tell yes I'm gonna tell ya...which leads to guess what more tells lol. I don't need sympathies since the issue is pretty much dealt with now that I am able to again take my meds again since I am no longer pregnant.

zorais wrote:Crystal seems to be making the point that the issues she is responsible for in the past have been more or less alleviated.

Correct. No longer pregnant been back on em and been fine since. I tried to tell her that and she flat out told me " nothing you say is going to make any difference " this before the thread here got out of whack in the least. So yes it does feel like being banned for medical issues ( which are in the past ). Worst thing I ever did was log out a few times and send a tell that I was doing so, while in that condition so as to not cause problems ( I knew during the times I got that way staying on would just cause problems so why stay on ). I didn't hurt no one here in the least. So yes the short and long of it is I got banned for medical issues that are long gone now. Tried to talk to her like a decent human being and was told basically " I don't care , my mind made up no matter what "...... which is the same as saying I don't want you back due to your past medical problems. Point blank.

I even offered to reroll any class but cleric when told to many encs. and still told no.

How would you feel if you had a problem ( and didn't make you a bad person either ) , a problem that's gone , that was caused by medical stuff and then find out your being excluded solely on that ? Being pushed away by something you couldn't prevent , couldn't help , long past and wasn't that serious anyway and something that's gone and over with, and never hurt anyone. You'd probably I imagine feel pretty crappy.


And this isn't about me trying that other guild , I was welcomed back and made a raid after I left that guild.... If that guild was an issue id never have been allowed to make even that one raid after. I would have continued making raids after aug 8th raid, but then I was gone from game for spell my miscarriage and trust me during that time no one would have wanted me raiding , Hell no one would have even wanted to talk to me, I knew this was was wise enough to stay away from the game and everybody in it. So yes I missed last two months of raids since aug 8th ( my last raid with you all ), sorry if losing my baby and taking time to get well inside and get back on my meds and back to a normal cheery human being is too much to ask here. Its not like in my absense from raids I was off exping or saying " eh im just not gonna raid " I was out of game. I am dead sure if it was anyone else here that had happened to it would be no issue.

I tried to explain all this to Xslia in good faith, but as she said " Nothing you say will make any difference "

Given the circumstances , I've every right to be upset at that. Never in my wildest did I imagine getting excluded perma over a series of things I couldn't help.

zorais wrote:So..."can't we all just get along?"

Would love nothing more then that to happen truely.

Crystal Short and Sweet....Your Drama....Medical issues ASIDE...We ALL have them I MEAN ALL HAVE reasons @ times Raiding is not possiable it can be children Hard days at work hard weeks at work vacations The List can go on and on.. You Came on with us after you talked to me and i told you about us, you seemed like a good person but within Days we seen issues...You Started drama in ooc's, You Started Drama in Tells, Grps ect. Then you left in a big Fuss to GH....Then you left Gh in a big Fuss...Plain and simple Your not the Type of Raider Whom Anyone wants to Deal with....Your Showing ALL who Read this post The Reason Leadership Has asked you to MOVE ON! Get over it. Drop it Xslia, FFS why is she not banned yet?

Freakbabydoll wrote:Crystal Short and Sweet....Your Drama....Medical issues ASIDE...We ALL have them I MEAN ALL HAVE reasons @ times Raiding is not possiable it can be children Hard days at work hard weeks at work vacations The List can go on and on.. You Came on with us after you talked to me and i told you about us, you seemed like a good person but within Days we seen issues...You Started drama in ooc's, You Started Drama in Tells, Grps ect. Then you left in a big Fuss to GH....Then you left Gh in a big Fuss...Plain and simple Your not the Type of Raider Whom Anyone wants to Deal with....Your Showing ALL who Read this post The Reason Leadership Has asked you to MOVE ON! Get over it. Drop it Xslia, FFS why is she not banned yet?

None of that's true :

" You Started drama in ooc's "
Bull shit and a lie no one has ever seen me do such as that has never ever ever happened. OOC wars are for children, I don't even read ooc , let alone speak in it unless to call a MGB in the lobby. So prey tell when did they ever happen and about what ? Cause it never ever happened.

" You Started Drama in Tells "
Bull shit again that has never happened either, about who or what cause again this never ever happened either. if I have ever discussed something.... privately with someone, my private convos are no ones business.

" then you left in a big Fuss to GH "
Um what fuss .... i did it without a word to anyone, no posts , no chats in any channel, not a thing. I silently moved and tagged. Not one person can honestly say I made any fuss. Some people asked why the guild move, and I was honest I wanted to make friends. Wanting to make new friends isn't " leaving in a fuss ". Don't be a lair. Got you there lying...where was the fuss ? Id like to know this......

" Then you left Gh in a big Fuss "
Um no I deguilded without a word to anyone nor any posts. Are you in GH ...no your in infin....you wouldn't know how I left except ...OMG Hearsay and here you are posting 2nd hand hear say..... Um that's DRAMA freak, exactly what your accusing me of, yet another pot calling the kettle black which makes you ....a hypocrite. I am friends with plenty who were online when I left.... again I left without a word ...... so don't go lying. Nothing wrong with GH guild at all , just wasn't for me at that time, I even left behind DKP instead of waiting to spend it. I just left without a word, silently. Where was the fuss ? Id like to know this......

Your calling me drama yet here you are posting out right lies. Its very funny how you go calling me drama then post your own cess pool full of drama. Funny thing is YOUR post IS nothing but DRAMA. Making claims without sufficient evidence or a lack of detail about events is drama. I can see now why people have been leaving for elsewhere, even long time members. I don't go around talking bad about others. Done with this thread to its just the infin pundits making up lies to back up xslia for the most part, though some sensible people like zorais actually had something positive to say without assassinating someones character or causing drama like you freakbabydoll. If this is how you people act I want no part of it, I am better then that.

PS your post showed what a hypocrite you are. Your post is a drama fest. Of course you will read this post and only see what you want to see and ignore the rest.

crystalmind wrote:

zorais wrote:Crystal, I know it's hard to live with mood issues and want to extend my sympathies to your plight.

I don't " live " with it per say. Most epileptics have mood problems which are 100 % taken care of by the very same meds taken to control the seizures. When I met all of you I made it known I was epileptic but also was pregnant and could not take my meds, being off them ...was rough yes. I do not ever recall flooding her with tells on a daily basis...ever..there were a few times I sent a tell seeing as shes the leader that Id be logging for the night or w/e, if you ask me why I'm logging Via a tell yes I'm gonna tell ya...which leads to guess what more tells lol. I don't need sympathies since the issue is pretty much dealt with now that I am able to again take my meds again since I am no longer pregnant.

zorais wrote:Crystal seems to be making the point that the issues she is responsible for in the past have been more or less alleviated.

Correct. No longer pregnant been back on em and been fine since. I tried to tell her that and she flat out told me " nothing you say is going to make any difference " this before the thread here got out of whack in the least. So yes it does feel like being banned for medical issues ( which are in the past ). Worst thing I ever did was log out a few times and send a tell that I was doing so, while in that condition so as to not cause problems ( I knew during the times I got that way staying on would just cause problems so why stay on ). I didn't hurt no one here in the least. So yes the short and long of it is I got banned for medical issues that are long gone now. Tried to talk to her like a decent human being and was told basically " I don't care , my mind made up no matter what "...... which is the same as saying I don't want you back due to your past medical problems. Point blank.

I even offered to reroll any class but cleric when told to many encs. and still told no.

How would you feel if you had a problem ( and didn't make you a bad person either ) , a problem that's gone , that was caused by medical stuff and then find out your being excluded solely on that ? Being pushed away by something you couldn't prevent , couldn't help , long past and wasn't that serious anyway and something that's gone and over with, and never hurt anyone. You'd probably I imagine feel pretty crappy.


And this isn't about me trying that other guild , I was welcomed back and made a raid after I left that guild.... If that guild was an issue id never have been allowed to make even that one raid after. I would have continued making raids after aug 8th raid, but then I was gone from game for spell my miscarriage and trust me during that time no one would have wanted me raiding , Hell no one would have even wanted to talk to me, I knew this was was wise enough to stay away from the game and everybody in it. So yes I missed last two months of raids since aug 8th ( my last raid with you all ), sorry if losing my baby and taking time to get well inside and get back on my meds and back to a normal cheery human being is too much to ask here. Its not like in my absense from raids I was off exping or saying " eh im just not gonna raid " I was out of game. I am dead sure if it was anyone else here that had happened to it would be no issue.

I tried to explain all this to Xslia in good faith, but as she said " Nothing you say will make any difference "

Given the circumstances , I've every right to be upset at that. Never in my wildest did I imagine getting excluded perma over a series of things I couldn't help.

zorais wrote:So..."can't we all just get along?"

Would love nothing more then that to happen truely.

nothing you say is going to make any difference. .....

crystalmind wrote:

Freakbabydoll wrote:Crystal Short and Sweet....Your Drama....Medical issues ASIDE...We ALL have them I MEAN ALL HAVE reasons @ times Raiding is not possiable it can be children Hard days at work hard weeks at work vacations The List can go on and on.. You Came on with us after you talked to me and i told you about us, you seemed like a good person but within Days we seen issues...You Started drama in ooc's, You Started Drama in Tells, Grps ect. Then you left in a big Fuss to GH....Then you left Gh in a big Fuss...Plain and simple Your not the Type of Raider Whom Anyone wants to Deal with....Your Showing ALL who Read this post The Reason Leadership Has asked you to MOVE ON! Get over it. Drop it Xslia, FFS why is she not banned yet?

None of that's true :

" You Started drama in ooc's "
Bull shit and a lie no one has ever seen me do such as that has never ever ever happened. OOC wars are for children, I don't even read ooc , let alone speak in it unless to call a MGB in the lobby. So prey tell when did they ever happen and about what ? Cause it never ever happened.

" You Started Drama in Tells "
Bull shit again that has never happened either, about who or what cause again this never ever happened either. if I have ever discussed something.... privately with someone, my private convos are no ones business.

" then you left in a big Fuss to GH "
Um what fuss .... i did it without a word to anyone, no posts , no chats in any channel, not a thing. I silently moved and tagged. Not one person can honestly say I made any fuss. Some people asked why the guild move, and I was honest I wanted to make friends. Wanting to make new friends isn't " leaving in a fuss ". Don't be a lair. Got you there lying...where was the fuss ? Id like to know this......

" Then you left Gh in a big Fuss "
Um no I deguilded without a word to anyone nor any posts. Are you in GH ...no your in infin....you wouldn't know how I left except ...OMG Hearsay and here you are posting 2nd hand hear say..... Um that's DRAMA freak, exactly what your accusing me of, yet another pot calling the kettle black which makes you ....a hypocrite. I am friends with plenty who were online when I left.... again I left without a word ...... so don't go lying. Nothing wrong with GH guild at all , just wasn't for me at that time, I even left behind DKP instead of waiting to spend it. I just left without a word, silently. Where was the fuss ? Id like to know this......

Your calling me drama yet here you are posting out right lies. Its very funny how you go calling me drama then post your own cess pool full of drama. Funny thing is YOUR post IS nothing but DRAMA. Making claims without sufficient evidence or a lack of detail about events is drama. I can see now why people have been leaving for elsewhere, even long time members. I don't go around talking bad about others. Done with this thread to its just the infin pundits making up lies to back up xslia for the most part, though some sensible people like zorais actually had something positive to say without assassinating someones character or causing drama like you freakbabydoll. If this is how you people act I want no part of it, I am better then that.

PS your post showed what a hypocrite you are. Your post is a drama fest. Of course you will read this post and only see what you want to see and ignore the rest.

Xslia, FFS why is she not banned yet?... sorry lapse of better judgement. Corrected.

Xslia The_Snake

*laugh* she is not whats hsi name who starts with a T (Tagamog maybe), started raiding about the same time I did and got banned in anguish. Couldn't follow directions, thought he should be running things and cross contaminated on Jelvan.

If it isn't Tagamog it isn't drama, so does not bother me.

With that said Crystal the best advice I could give (from personal RL expierience which I did not always follow) is let go. Sometimes fighting for what you believe is right will just make things worse, from having read this thread this is probably one of those times. I will wish you the best of luck whatever you decide to do.

Wow! So I guess that I am 2 days too late.. Anywho, in support of Freakbabydoll's post. She did NOT leave Grey Horizon on good terms, or silently.

I refuse to use screenshots, but I will quote her from the Grey Horizon forums.

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PostAuthor: crystalmind » 29 Jul 2010, 13:31
Sick of getting fucked with by people. Today minding my own business , jarraxle starts shit with me, then I ask why hes trying to set me of, get told " because i like to start shit ". This is not what I signed up for. people trying to purposely set me off is just childish. Jarraxle you need to grow up. This just isn't the right place for me and its starting to fill up with total tools. Ive only asked for one simple thing to not be F'd with and simple common courtesy / respect, but for people like jarraxle that's asking to much. This just isn't the right fit for me, with people like jarraxle ( on anem ) purposly starting crap with me just to set me off.

Be well and kick some ass in UF.

Amazingly, I was told to kiss her ass from the beginning. Seriously though, what a bitch. I see that you guys had your fun with her... There is TONS more to post, but I think the shit pot has already been stirred enough. Enjoy your giggle fest!