zorais wrote:Crystal, I know it's hard to live with mood issues and want to extend my sympathies to your plight.
I don't " live " with it per say. Most epileptics have mood problems which are 100 % taken care of by the very same meds taken to control the seizures. When I met all of you I made it known I was epileptic but also was pregnant and could not take my meds, being off them ...was rough yes. I do not ever recall flooding her with tells on a daily basis...ever..there were a few times I sent a tell seeing as shes the leader that Id be logging for the night or w/e, if you ask me why I'm logging Via a tell yes I'm gonna tell ya...which leads to guess what more tells lol. I don't need sympathies since the issue is pretty much dealt with now that I am able to again take my meds again since I am no longer pregnant.
zorais wrote:Crystal seems to be making the point that the issues she is responsible for in the past have been more or less alleviated.
Correct. No longer pregnant been back on em and been fine since. I tried to tell her that and she flat out told me " nothing you say is going to make any difference " this before the thread here got out of whack in the least. So yes it does feel like being banned for medical issues ( which are in the past ). Worst thing I ever did was log out a few times and send a tell that I was doing so, while in that condition so as to not cause problems ( I knew during the times I got that way staying on would just cause problems so why stay on ). I didn't hurt no one here in the least. So yes the short and long of it is I got banned for medical issues that are long gone now. Tried to talk to her like a decent human being and was told basically " I don't care , my mind made up no matter what "...... which is the same as saying I don't want you back due to your past medical problems. Point blank.
I even offered to reroll any class but cleric when told to many encs. and still told no.
How would you feel if you had a problem ( and didn't make you a bad person either ) , a problem that's gone , that was caused by medical stuff and then find out your being excluded solely on that ? Being pushed away by something you couldn't prevent , couldn't help , long past and wasn't that serious anyway and something that's gone and over with, and never hurt anyone. You'd probably I imagine feel pretty crappy.
And this isn't about me trying that other guild , I was welcomed back and made a raid after I left that guild.... If that guild was an issue id never have been allowed to make even that one raid after. I would have continued making raids after aug 8th raid, but then I was gone from game for spell my miscarriage and trust me during that time no one would have wanted me raiding , Hell no one would have even wanted to talk to me, I knew this was was wise enough to stay away from the game and everybody in it. So yes I missed last two months of raids since aug 8th ( my last raid with you all ), sorry if losing my baby and taking time to get well inside and get back on my meds and back to a normal cheery human being is too much to ask here. Its not like in my absense from raids I was off exping or saying " eh im just not gonna raid " I was out of game. I am dead sure if it was anyone else here that had happened to it would be no issue.
I tried to explain all this to Xslia in good faith, but as she said " Nothing you say will make any difference "
Given the circumstances , I've every right to be upset at that. Never in my wildest did I imagine getting excluded perma over a series of things I couldn't help.
zorais wrote:So..."can't we all just get along?"
Would love nothing more then that to happen truely.
